Summer lovin, havin' a blast- OF ANXIETY!

Good morning girls, it's WEDNESDAY. 

well, actually it's Tuesday evening but that's irrelevant. 

So! Wow. We're back! Yay! 

It was my first day of school today (tomorrow? Since I'm writing this on Tuesday) and WOW it feels good to be back. (I mean, to The Academy, not homeschooling.) Anyway, I really did miss my friends and the atmosphere my school has. I'm both excited and terrified to be a junior, but we'll see what Jesus has in store for me. 

So, this summer was intense. I mean, it was a chill summer but like, for me, it was emotionally crazy. I discovered a whole new aspect of anxiety I didn't know I had, which, hahahahha, SUCKS SO MUCH! I mean, it kind of all started in the beginning of second semester last year, but that's a reeeeeaaaally long story. But anyway, yeah. Anxiety/stress sucks lol. 

Also.... Just lots of things, idk. Boys, girls, work, myself and my brain... Lots of stupid stuff but I'm ALIVE so that's all that matters. 

Also, I mean, being in the One Direction fandom in 2015 is like nearly impossible, like I'm surprised I haven't left the fandom yet tbh. But it was all worth it because DRAG ME DOWN IS JUST DJDJJDKDOANFJRKD. 

But yeah, I wrote a list of my 2015 Survival Guide, so enjoy. 

Mercy's Summer 2015 Survial Guide:

• Melanie Martinez's album 'Cry Baby.' 

• Drag Me Down song and music video...

• Chick Fil-A

• spontaneous hang outs I had with my closest and bestest friends 

• snapchat (I swear that's how I became better best friends with Jaymee and Meredith this summer.) 

• the numerous vacations/road trips I got to take  

• water 

• the phrase "gotta go" and/or "gotta blast." 

• spotify, soundcloud, iTunes. anywhere I could access music basically. 

• tips from work 

• the Internet 

• air conditioning 

Um so yeah, that's pretty much it. I hated this summer but also loved it too. Idk, I feel like I've been growing like AN INCREDIBLE amount this past year. Like from the beginning of Sophmore year till now, I've just been learning and growing so much.... It's scary and weird and really really painful. I'm having lots of growing pains.... But it's also been good. Very good. 

Anyway, that's all I have to say on the topic that is/was Summer 2015, so I guess I'll go??

ROSIE, I'll hear from you tomorrow? 

xoxo,

Mercy